Home Sweet Home

After a long, long while, I am finally home at abah's place in Gombak. Nothing beats coming back to the place where you have been brought up, spent most of your time growing up. This house has so much memories for me.

According to Abah, this house is only a year younger than I am. Which makes it... ehem, adalah beberapa tahun-mahun. Hehe... Anyways, what make it extra special this time is that this might be the last time I'll be back to this house. Perhaps the next time I'm back, the house will be torn down and another new abode will rise. My dad has given the house to my big bro and he has decided to major renovate it to accomodate the whole of Ahmad clan. He plans to build to a double storey house with his family occupying the top floor. There would be only two rooms on the ground floor, abah's & mine (share ler...) and adam's. I dunno the whole details, but the rough's plan is that.

I'm happy that my brother is willing to shoulder the responsibility of upgrading the house. The house is old and in dire need of repair here and there. Itupun, alhamdulillah, my brother had done renovations to the toilet and bathroom after my late mom had renovated the front area. That is the case with houses, kan? Just like cars, they need constant care and repair. Hence, keep your cash aplenty, folks....

Me life's ups and downs

The Yess...

• cuti sekolah is just around the corner, so En. Abah, get your house, mind and nerves ready to be disturbed by yours truly and her abundance children invading your property. 2 minggu tuh... I'll bet you would be happy when the holiday ends. 
• I finished my marking! Yabedabedoo... total holiday mode. Shopping, relaxing...
• Would be staying longer than usual. Almost two weeks. Huhu...
• Was awarded extra cash to spend. Alhmadulillah, ader rezeki En. Abah yer...
• Tak sabar nak anta farah and fatin to a nursery. Hope they will have fun and dipermudahkan segala urusan in sending them there

The Nooozzz...

• Leaving En. Hubby behind. I'm sorry sayang, but I know when I'm not wanted. I need space and time to recuperate and bounce back...
• Will be without a helper after a long time of self-pampering sdn.bhd. Kena reschedule life after the holiday mode. Kena rajin after this. I have to learn to handle the house hold chores and the children by myself. En. Hubby - kan dia dah keluar keje by 4.00 a.m. Camanek nak tolong. Semoga dipermudahkan olehNya dan semoga juga aku ni makin rajin.
• and due to point two, my mil would be happy and delighted that En. Hubby and my rendesvous hours would be limited.
• takut gak my temper would be incontrollable when I'm tired.
• no mp
• the hole in my pocket would be bigger as I have to fork out more for the nursey, extra help, cooking... Not easy to maintain a large family, eh?

In short, I actually look forward to another tumble in my life. I called it a tumble, not a hindrance, as I believe this could help me to optimize my capabilities. I could learn to improvise myself when I have to handle and care for the children and house by myself. I do pray that I will not succumb to my emotions and negative feelings, especially if things do not go well as planned. But I could only plan, Allah determines the best.  Manalaaa tahu, the bonus of losing weight would finally fall on me. Kan??? Bestnyer... Anyways...