Friday 21 May 2010

Kenapalah...

Kenapalahhh...
  • Aku ni sayang sangat pada anak-anak muridku? Aku tak sepatutnya menyayangi mereka, aku hanya perlu manjadi guru mereka. So what if they fight in class, if they decide to skip school to celebrate a friend's birthday, if during their celebration a mishap befalls on them... so what... tapi, hakikatnya, I can't keep away from caring about them. Kenapalahh...
  • Aku ni kurang penyabar? Dengan bekalan ilmu yang ada, walaupun tak setinggi maner, dengan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang guru, I shud know better to control my temper, my tongue and my sanity in tact. Especially in bringing up my children...
  • Aku ni suka berbelanja? Why can't I be placid in my spending, buying only the necesseties... I know that money is not tight and I could afford to splurge from time to time. But, isn't it better to fill up the coffer instead? Wouldn't it be marvellous to have puluh-puluh ribu, or perhaps hundreds of thousands in the bank account? Sigh... yet I can't pull myself away from sales, shopping complexes...
  • Aku ni judgemental? Haha... not to everyone. but to certain people in my lives. I should learn to respect and trust other people more. Macam orang dulu-dulu. Always caring towards one another, looking out for one another... I remember when I was a kid, the door and gate to my house were seldom shut. The house was small, hence we often let the door open to allow the cool breeze in. Mana ada aircond waktu tu. Only the rich could afford to have them installed in their houses. Electric gate comes with remote as big as the smart tag. Haha... Eh, I digress... Anyways...
So, how now brown cow? What to do with these situations? Any ideas anyone?


Pss... I had intended to write entirely in BM, but...